reactive hyperglycemia...

...might just be the cause of my depression, irritability, panic attacks and dysphoria.

i'm going to change my diet and see what that does for me.

lost in translation

how do i translate my passions and affects into words?

i've been stuck on that for some time. i've tried and tried but i can't quite get it. the words i chose almost describe the ideas in my mind, but they're not precise. does anyone else have this issue? does everyone?

no? perhaps i'm projecting...

free association 2

life
entity
being
the letter "b"
blue
color
perception
consciousness
awareness
ego
self
whole
part
division
mathematics
logic
consistency
validity
truth
knowledge
thinking
speaking
movement
time
space
extension
attribute
god
universe
infinity
set
set of all sets
{set of all sets}
contradiction
meaning
language
sign
signified
point
abstract
wonder
disjoint
separate
individual